Why must I fuck things up every time? Just when things are good, I have to sabotage it to make me feel normal again.

Wednesday / 6 notes / reblog
Guuuuys. I chopped my hair off and dyed it blonde. Tell me you love it or I may die.
How do you live your dash?

I read of a man who stood to speak

At the funeral of a friend.

Her referred to the dates on her tombstone

From the beginning…. To the end.

He noted that first came her the day of her birth

And spoke the following date with tears,

But he said what mattered most of all

Was the dash between those years.

For that dash represents all the time

That she spent alive on Earth…

And now only those who loved her

Knew what that little line was worth.

For it matters not, how much we own;

The cars, the house, the cash..

What matters is how we live and love

And how we spend our dash.

So think about this long and hard..

Are there things you’d like to change?

For you never know how much time is left,

That can still be arranged.

If we could just slow down enough

To consider what’s true and real

And always try to understand

The way other people feel.

And less quick to anger

And show appreciation more

And love the people in our lives,

Like we’ve never loved before.

If we treat each other with respect,

And more often wear a smile..

Remembering that this special dash

Might only last a little while.

So when your eulogy’s being read

With your life’s actions to rehash..

Would you be proud of the things that they say,

About how you spent your dash?

(Source: chlrdz)

Monday / 2 notes / reblog
Tuesday / 0 notes / reblog
Dear Chloe, 
I know it is beyond cliche to start a love letter with “There are no words to express…etc. etc. etc.” BUUUUUUUT THERE REALLY ARE NO WORDS TO EXPRESS HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!! I am sooo beyond glad that you are home for a week, and I am even more beyond beyond glad that in like two short months, you will be home forever!!!! (insert manic happiness here). But seriously Tumblr world, she is the best and I love her forever and always. And you’re lucky you have her to blog for you, just like I’m lucky to have her to love me. 

LOVE, Hailey. 

4 days Chlo. That’s all you need to get through and then you can have your girlfriend back. 4 days. Why the hell have the last two weeks gone by so slow? Because I don’t have her constant attention and love. Get through the four days Chloe. You were without her for over a year, four days should be that hard. Get it tofuckingether.

I kind of want to die right now.

Baby,

You got in a car accident today. I have never felt more terrified or angry in my life. I haven’t had an “episode” in over two years and it happened again today. It scared the shit out of me. You are my entire world and for a split second, I felt as if it may have been over and I collapsed. I can’t bear the thought of you being gone, not in my life. I need you. You are my angel but now as I lay in my bed across the street from you, I’ve never felt so far away.

Sunday / 7 notes / reblog
MY FAVORITE PERSON IN THE WORLD.

Leaving in the morning. I can’t stop crying and I haven’t even left yet. Long distance sucks major ass. 4 lousy months until I move back to you baby. 5 gone, 4 to go. Fucking fuck.

4 months. That’s all that’s keeping me from moving back to you. 4 lousy months. And the torture begins in less than 48 hours. I miss you already baby.

I still have a week with you but my heart already hurts.

So I reached my post limit for the first time and I started to panic. I couldn’t reblog anything for 45 minutes and I felt so restrained and oppressed. Terrible feeling Tumblr. Just terrible. Lyk wha da fuq u tryna do 2 meh? Damn.

Go me!

Speeding ticket number three. Driver improvement class number two. I have the worst luck.

Here I come VB!!!

Going home. Going home.Going home. Going home. Going home. Going home. Tminus 6 hours. Holy reunion with the girlfriend. Fuck sleeping.